hoveringsombrero | a public entry

yeah it's my birthday
may midnight come swiftly!

a wise redhead i know
hmmm i think most the redheads i know are pretty spiffy

a wise redhead i know told me that i have chronic throat problems because there's things i need to say that i'm not saying, that i'm repressing.

right off the bat i dismissed this as hocus pocus mumbo jumbo fluffy hippy bullshit

then thought about it,
and there is a pattern, and regardless of it has any connection to my throat issues.
it is something i need to work on.

i know many people think eris says everything and i'm very open, to a fault sometimes.
but i'm queen of talking forever and not saying a damn thing i'm actually feeling.

so from now on, when things scream to be said i should say them, not from a superstitious attempt to avoid throat stuff, but just to keep it from driving me crazy.

there's two things that always scream to be said when i talk to a certain person, so loud it gives me a headache, then when i can't take it anymore and blurt them out again, it turns into this big crying drama thing.
cause i'm a dumbass.

i have more to say but i have to leave
work work work
pleh, and i'm only half dressed, eeek!