moo

[hoveringsombrero]

one more night in the hotel room
kal was suppose to stay with us
but things came up

i was a bitch to him when he tried to say goodbye to me
so i cheated myself out of a good goodbye

but i called when we got back to hotel and apologized
i dunno

i'm sad and confused and i'm beginning to think i'm causing problems
but i'm going to try to banish all paranoid things from my brain and try to sleep

a nicer mantra than last

kal is not dug
i do not by nature FORCE the person i'm with to mistreat me
i'm good enough
i'm smart enough
and godfuckingdamit ... one or two people like me


hey i'm feeling better already ;)
nightnight