as i sit here staring at my blank tv

[hoveringsombrero]

so yeah, i did have to work at 7
so i just spent the night in stockton at n00dleboy's house
woke up at 5.30
left at 6
got there just in time for work at 7

so the drive that takes me 25 to 35 mins at night
took me an hour on a Monday morning


i haven't posted about something
it's not exactly that i've forgot
i didn't tell kal either...

my father's mother, my grandmother is having her liver removed
it might be cancerous, but if it is it hasn't spread anywhere else.
they'll know when they remove it.

she was scheduled for surgery with a certain doctor
then she found out about several recent, badly botched surgeries he's done.
this made her nervous
regardless of wether; they were botched by circumstance or bad doctoring, if you're nervous about the guy cutting you open to remove an organ, that's not a good thing

so she cancelled the surgery and scheduled it again with a doctor she likes better.

i feel like i should be worried or concerned.
but, well see, the one grandparent i really ever got along with was her husband, who is gone now.
sure i'll be sad when she goes.
but i'm not particularly attached to her.
i'm more concerned about my father worrying and being concerned about all of this.

i intend to sleep for at least 10 hours tonight.

Comments

[cyberpup.livejournal.com]

i hope everything goes alright..

[cydniey.livejournal.com]

the past year has taught me that illness, death and recovery are just plain weird. ramen with a spork weird.