Yeah Risque Yeah

cut another inch or so off
now i'm going to go wash it in preparation for manic panic
and remove my eyebrows
=o

once i was too young to compromise
would not change my hair or clothing for anything
society be damned

i thought, i'll compromise when i'm older, if i have to

and i did
many times since i have dyed my hair brown
or auburn
or black
or blonde
when job searching or to keep jobs happy.

it did not make me happy
it made me feel dirty and like i was lying.

but responsibilities are what they are
rent must be paid, etc.

but now,
now i feel like i'm getting too old to compromise anymore
call it an early mid-life crisis if you will
i won't sell people things they don't want or need
i won't kiss ass 8 hours a day
i won't dye my hair any colour which makes me feel icky

i also have the advantage of finally being at a point
and in a city
where there's plenty of opportunities regardless of appearance



back to hair
it has been an a-line and the front bits were about 1/3rd of the way
down my upper arm
but it was damaged from dying over black from before
so i cut about 3 or so inches off

eeww roots!



front bits almost faded all the way back to the bleached underneath


and here's the length after cutting



i think i'm going to cut some more off before i dye, though.

this is such a pretty colour on the bangs
that i'm tempted to not bleach out the bangs and leave them this colour.
but would this colour clash with cotton candy pink?
dunno, even if it does i can always bleach out the bangs
and dye them pink later, dunno dunno

any opinons?

i think i'm going to make this a userpic however

there's more but i was reminded i hadn't really shown my new hair colour yet so i'll post a few before i pass out

he's multicolored
strange
stupid inferior wal-mart bleach
silly

we thought it'd save time if we could find something that worked at wal-mart and get the oki bleaching done tonight
however oki's hair doesn't seem to be cooperating, seems to be being snobby and waiting for professional bleach from sally's
i wonder what April joy uses

crazy dipshit japo hair.

well i love manic panic products to death
but they give you such ridiculously small portions
the one box flash lighting may not have totally covered my hair, hopefully it did

OOOH OOOOH OOOOOH, someone bought me the silver izone camera off my WISHLIST!!!!
YAY! WOW! WHOOHOO!
and stuff
it says camera kit so i hope it comes with at least one thing of film, i've got film on my wishlist too though

ok normal entry now, i didn't ACTUALLY do anything with deadjournal last night, i got some help in lj_dev understanding the bml, i want the new look up NOW! but i'd rather learn a bit more what i'm doing instead of repeatedly fuck with till it works, like i tend to do
my hair feels so strange to me when it's not being spikey


i guess i expected it to sit flat against my head in the back like it did when long so i feel like i'm wearing a hat when it's being poofyflat and not being spikey
my mother called a bit ago and her and my brother (biff_lomax) are coming over at like 5 or 6 to take me out for a birthday dinner, i asked her if they were bringing me presents, and she made a derisive snort, oh well

when we stopped by dundracon that one time i got a card game called gother than thou, i was looking through it cause it sits on my desk and so i took pictures of some of the cards

after pictures posted i'm probably going to sleep
front of box, and what the back of cards look like,, others i took pictures of follow the lj-cut


( click for more goth cards )