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[hoveringsombrero]

*yawn* journal before bed
maybe i'll go add some tripods to my wishlist before i sleep

maybemaybe

digruntled, feeling rather uck and un-usefull, no need for eris as somebody might say, i think i'm just letting things get to me

and as much as i bitch(not so much on LJ) about mexican and his ass in the middle of the bedand his goddamn fan on allthe time ..... i think i'm sad when he's not sleeping beside me

UCK, ick, bleh, ptui, yes i need tripods, cause i like having sleep cam, i like having TWO cam sleepcam,

need A tripod and a goddamn bigger bed

a goddess is never satisfied, no that's a lie, i'm just suddenly bitchy as FUCK, it seems that everybody and their sister is in a goddamn pissy mood for one reason or another, some VERY valid reasons, some stupidwhoreshutup reasons, some whatareyoustilltalking reasons, i'm quite sure i fit into the UNvalid catagories

money problems getting to me
other peoples problems getting to me

oh! since i'm in a babble bare soul mood here, and if you've read this far i guess you deserve something, i'm getting the little almost panic attack thingys that started all that shit last time, not that ohnopanic when something's wrong or when i have to talk to stupid people, just walking around house doing stuff, completly calm, suddenly hit by ACKIMPENDINGDOOMcan'tbreathE for just a few seconds, then i think "oh eris you stupid bitch calm thefuck down"

but i don't like it
no i don't
it's dumb
it's pointless

i shall play the ignore it and it'll go away game
i'll also play the fuck you all i'll get to it tomorrow game

night