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i want to call kal
curtis said kal hadn't wanted curtis to tell me about hobbes yet, kal wanted to tell me in person when he got home i guess... didn't want me to "freak out"
so i feel like i'd be a bother to kal if i called him since he didn't want me to know
i go through periods where everything in my head goes into this journal
and then where nothing at all does
i don't really worry about who reads it
i've gotten use to what kal prefers i not talk about
if my father ever read it he wouldn't judge me about anything
if my brother ever read it (he probably does at times) he wouldn't be surprised or shocked at anything i have to say i don't think
my mother can bite me
everything i am and do shocks and disappoints her
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curtis said kal hadn't wanted curtis to tell me about hobbes yet, kal wanted to tell me in person when he got home i guess... didn't want me to "freak out"
so i feel like i'd be a bother to kal if i called him since he didn't want me to know
i go through periods where everything in my head goes into this journal
and then where nothing at all does
i don't really worry about who reads it
i've gotten use to what kal prefers i not talk about
if my father ever read it he wouldn't judge me about anything
if my brother ever read it (he probably does at times) he wouldn't be surprised or shocked at anything i have to say i don't think
my mother can bite me
everything i am and do shocks and disappoints her
phone ringing