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[hoveringsombrero]

i was taking my wonderful cold shower and thinking about my greatest fantasy at the moment and how it's funny how in certain situations wants get very simple

i come out of my shower to the living room which had become full of spanky and loud video game and my fantasy became even more simple
to have a room with a door that i can close and be able to chase people out of and be alone

well now the spanky is gone and at least i'm alone in a cool dark room so i shall tell you my fantasy thought up in the shower

i want to take a nice cold shower, walk out of the shower naked into my bedroom, lay down on the bed in the room in the house with air conditioning and lay there till i become cold and have to wrap up in a blanket and then fall asleep in a sleep that i am not woken from because i'm so hot i'm melting but a sleep i wake from when i'm done being asleep

nothing else appeals to me unless it will someone bring about that fantasy

i dream of doors that close and comfortable dark cold silences