ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jun. 19th, 2001 11:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
this is installment number two in eris' rules for the world
number 1 was stupid people need to stop emailing me
WELCOME TO NUMBER 2
stop assuming that because i haven't spoken to you in a few days or longer that i'm ignoring you or i hate you
do i have to tattoo ABSENT MINDED BITCH on my damn forehead??
also stop deciding to hate me because you're delusional and you've decided i hate you so you're going to hate me back
i am busy
i'm stressed
i don't want to move to sacramento i want to move to la
(but i get to be close to qt for a while so i'm not so annoyed)
i want to be able to get on top of our debt instead of just BARELY keeping it from drowning us
i'm obsessing and worrying way too much about all of the above
i'm not depressed and i'm dealing
but i think i may tear out my hair anyway
I'M A BAD FRIEND! i'm working on that, but right now it's not a huge priority sorry
if you think i've not given you proper credit for something TELL ME
if you think i'm ignoring you and this upsets you TELL ME
i'm clueless sometimes(a lot of the time?), sometimes i'm just aware somebody is mad at me but i don't know who or why
sometimes somebody tells me that somebody said that somebody thinks i'm mad at them
guess what?
fuck you
somebody said that somebody said that somebody said is bullcrap and i pay no attention to it
if you feel you're my friend and you respect me then you'll tell me if you have a problem with me
unless i walked up and kicked your dog then i'm probably not aware of it AT ALL
also if you decide to ignore me and be snide at me and i can't remember ever kicking your dog then i just assume you that you've become disillusioned with me because you've met me or met someone that's met me and discovered i'm a boring bitter bitch. oooh look, another eris fault! yes i need to stop assuming i've disappointed everyone and make more of an effort, see above statement about that i'm a bad friend and i'm working on it.
if you there reading this thinks it's about you, then you're a moron and perhaps you feel guilty about something to take this as aimed at you
this rant was caused because i'm stressed out and pissed off at life and encompasses probably the past 5 years of my dealings with people
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
number 1 was stupid people need to stop emailing me
WELCOME TO NUMBER 2
stop assuming that because i haven't spoken to you in a few days or longer that i'm ignoring you or i hate you
do i have to tattoo ABSENT MINDED BITCH on my damn forehead??
also stop deciding to hate me because you're delusional and you've decided i hate you so you're going to hate me back
i am busy
i'm stressed
i don't want to move to sacramento i want to move to la
(but i get to be close to qt for a while so i'm not so annoyed)
i want to be able to get on top of our debt instead of just BARELY keeping it from drowning us
i'm obsessing and worrying way too much about all of the above
i'm not depressed and i'm dealing
but i think i may tear out my hair anyway
I'M A BAD FRIEND! i'm working on that, but right now it's not a huge priority sorry
if you think i've not given you proper credit for something TELL ME
if you think i'm ignoring you and this upsets you TELL ME
i'm clueless sometimes(a lot of the time?), sometimes i'm just aware somebody is mad at me but i don't know who or why
sometimes somebody tells me that somebody said that somebody thinks i'm mad at them
guess what?
fuck you
somebody said that somebody said that somebody said is bullcrap and i pay no attention to it
if you feel you're my friend and you respect me then you'll tell me if you have a problem with me
unless i walked up and kicked your dog then i'm probably not aware of it AT ALL
also if you decide to ignore me and be snide at me and i can't remember ever kicking your dog then i just assume you that you've become disillusioned with me because you've met me or met someone that's met me and discovered i'm a boring bitter bitch. oooh look, another eris fault! yes i need to stop assuming i've disappointed everyone and make more of an effort, see above statement about that i'm a bad friend and i'm working on it.
if you there reading this thinks it's about you, then you're a moron and perhaps you feel guilty about something to take this as aimed at you
this rant was caused because i'm stressed out and pissed off at life and encompasses probably the past 5 years of my dealings with people
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!