i'm only half alive awake

[hoveringsombrero]

yick
i just deleted everything i wrote in this entry
i had linked to an ana entry and felt like babbling about parts of it i could actually relate to and why
while i was writing it i read a big thing someone else had written

as amusing as some people's lives are to read it's still a form of escapism
i'm not going to do it anymore for reasons that if gone into will only further the stupidity
i'm just not going to pay it anymore attention

that mexican guy is dragging me outside
i know i've totally ignored lots of important things so i'll probably stay off irc mostly for the next week and probably disable replies on my entries
i've got stuff to do and i can't waste my time watching online soap operas
least for now

:P