it's a mellow day, too much sleep followed by up all night
daylight is more surreal that usual today
probably going back to sleep after kal leaves
my head is in a calmer place today
i think i forgot how much i just plain like kal, and just how completely comfortable my brain is with him
bothered him in the living room and hugged him, then lured him into my bedcave and just laid with him and talked, molested him a tiny bit :x
then he went to check on his laundry and came back and stood and talked to dom, i just laid here and stared at him and thought that i'd forgotten how much i just like looking at him as well
...
then he pulled his shorts up over his stomach, put his hands in his pockets and patted his belly
*giggle*
i just worry too much about everything, it's just nice when my brain just stops that for a while
just BE
eris taking her own damn advice for once
i keep grinning at him like an idiot and i think he's confused, heh
daylight is more surreal that usual today
probably going back to sleep after kal leaves
my head is in a calmer place today
i think i forgot how much i just plain like kal, and just how completely comfortable my brain is with him
bothered him in the living room and hugged him, then lured him into my bedcave and just laid with him and talked, molested him a tiny bit :x
then he went to check on his laundry and came back and stood and talked to dom, i just laid here and stared at him and thought that i'd forgotten how much i just like looking at him as well
...
then he pulled his shorts up over his stomach, put his hands in his pockets and patted his belly
*giggle*
i just worry too much about everything, it's just nice when my brain just stops that for a while
just BE
eris taking her own damn advice for once
i keep grinning at him like an idiot and i think he's confused, heh
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Date: 2001-05-07 01:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2001-05-07 11:29 pm (UTC)please please please dont have sex in my bed.
I want to be the first person to have sex in my bed.
thank you, that is all.
=)