in which eris pretends to be optimistic

good thing i napped today
peanut is leaking
peanut has no more infusion sets to change to.

he's getting dressed and we're off to ER
since they can't give him infusion sets
we're hoping they'll just give him syringes and insulin and let him go

worst case is they'll admit him
no temp agencies going this week
no sleep for the wicked.

i can't think of anything silver liningish to say.
so bye.

i wanna be sedated

well, way fucking longer than i expected
but not as bad as i expected
just got home, i'm half dead

9+ hours again
this time came away with a box of syringes
and a teeny bottle of insulin
last time they'll let him "fill and bill"
they didn't keep him because he told the doc he knew how to dose this way
lordy was the ER doc an idiot
there's probably a rant in me after sleep.

he swears up and down to me that he can figure the dosage out
i'm probably going to be terrified of waking up to a dead peanut for a few days.
i'm under the impression that this will not regulate him as well as the pump
hence him being a pump user.
so still gotta figure out how to get all that before he runs out of this

it looks like a horribly teeny bottle to me,
but i may just be sleep deprived.

i'm hoping the still inserted infusion set, although leaky, will be left on for sleep
i'm afraid i won't go to sleep if he tries to start experimenting with dosage right before passing out
!!!

i think my brain turned to jello two hours ago
kill me.