hello

i'm online

when i first got here i set up the laptop and monitor
"real computer" is in storage
and tried to get online

dialing 9 to get an outside line was not working and i was far far too tired to figure out why.

well that was several days ago.

tonight i finally redressed the problem.
listened to the sound it made while trying to dial and realized there was not long enough of a pause between 9 and the number to dial. so added a pause and it dialed up just fine
but then inreach wasn't authenticating

hee. but now it did.

when inreach didn't authenticate i started writing.
for some reason felt the need to write about my time living in turlock in book form
hmm, odd
i'm not much of a book type writer but i've got an introduction and well into chapter two.

solely for my own amusement i expect.

i've been sick for a bit over a week now, and will likely be sick for about a month.
joy, however i will be getting my ass to a doctor and getting this, as well as the "girly" issues addressed and at least attempted to be treated. and i'm going to file for FMLA as well so i won't get fired for my sick.

the worst thing about being sick, especially a coughing sick, is i can't sing.
not that i do it for anyone or anyone wants to hear anymore.
just cause i like to, for me
in my car, sitting in room by myself, at work between calls when nobody's paying attention.

it takes something out of me, lessens my spark of life somehow to not be able to do so.

it makes me happy to be able to make a long post and type with all my fingers not just my thumbs.
i had/have many words in me

weekend

the highlight of my weekend was talking to n00dleboy and stragoi on the fon
dom was more talkative on the phone than usual so that was fun, and sometimes i wonder if that vlad kid is just one of the voices in my head made into a person

talked about nothing in particular but ... dunno, just guess in my current situation it just made me happy to know i've got friends.

THEN! peanut came over on Saturday and rescued me from white trash hell and we went to the movies
paid for a matinee of starsky and hutch, then after that hopped over in to eurotrip, then hopped over into confessions of a teenage drama queen, two funny fun movies and one horribly silly pointless movie for the price of one

good times!

didn't really do anything today, was suppose to, but woke feeling like crap and went back to sleep.

funny thing, looking for a place to live is more fun when you're not homeless,
*snicker*
oh yes, i'm so smart!

shut up. least i have a "good job"

and a place to sleep for now.
;)

and now it's 4

i must sleep
i work tomorrow(errr today i guess)
and the next day
and the next day
and the next day
and the next day

i think i'll risk driving my car tomorrow rather than bothering peanut.

but now to sleep.

metaphorical

you dream you're awake but you're still asleep.
sometimes i envy you your sleep
sometimes i wonder if it'd be best to end you in your sleep.