cripes!

i went wandering to ex's journals i'd been good and not looking at any
'specially as i've not been online recently

i had flippantly made the comment recently referring to ex
that "i really dodged a bullet with that one"
anyway, i see a recent post
which hit upon the one subject which comes as close to offending me as i get

i knew he was insane, i didn't think he was a bigot

hello world

i'm awake so i suppose i should make something to eat
but i probably won't

who knows

man it was nice to sleep without freezing to death
very nice

the year is nearly over
i will likely miss every holiday this year
i'm working on thanksgiving, christmas, and new years; eve and day.

*shrug*

hopefully i'll dodge the whole present thing.
don't get me wrong i like presents
but i'm uncomfortable with them
it doesn't seem right, i'm for giving presents,
not for receiving them.

especially uncomfortable with receiving presents when i cannot give. bleh.

ooh i'll make pizza rolls

i feel like fire

i'm telling you it's over, now there's an angel, holding me, my way's easy. even if you've fallen or you're struggling, there's still beauty, in what we do.