Pulls her hair back as she screams; I don't really wanna live this life.

i'm unsettled
as i attempt to form words to describe it all it ends up sounding like a suicide note

which is not the case,
so i'll just leave it alone

what did magenta say? something like;
"I grow weary of this world, when we go back to Transylvania, HUH?"

(no subject)

"Harriet.
Harry-it.
Hard-hearted harbinger of haggis.
Beautiful.
Bemused.
Bellicose butcher.
Untrust-ing.
Unknow-ing.
Unlov-ed.
He wants you back,
he screamed in the night air
like a fireman going to a window
that has no fire.
Except the passion of his heart.
I am lonely.
It's really hard.
This poem ....... sucks. "

(no subject)

"Woman...
woe-man...
whoooa-man.
She was a thief, you got to believe,
she stole my heart and my cat.
Judy, Betty, Josie and those hot Pussycats...
they made me horny, on Saturday morning...
girls of cartoo-ins will leave me in ruins...
I want to be Betty's Barney.
Jane... get me off this crazy thing... called love. "

ugh

i have not managed to shake the malaise
i don't know what's up

i managed to sleep most of my two days off
excepting laundry and managing to get my ass awake to go see ex mans with tess
=)

that was fun.
except i went home and went to sleep
my fingers ache, my feet ache, my head feels stuffed with cotton.

this is getting tiresome
leaving for work in little over an hour
maybe i'll work overtime and give myself a good reason to sleep instead of sleeping to avoid reality.

in other news

i woke up in time to make something to take for lunch and to fix my hair
my hair grew an entire inch while inside dreds and i can suddenly do more with it.
very nifty.

making lunch is somewhat of a necessity as my wallet situation is down to food vs gas again
however, i have lots of food in my house, well some.
it's going to be soup and cheese sandwiches for a few days here.

i do have pasta stuff and stuffing.
but i've discovered that's not so good stuffed in a plastic and heated later.
soup is though.

so soup and sandwiches for take to work
other stuff for eat at home.
yup.

ahhhh!

i'm a sneeze factory!