without further ado (who's ado?)

to SLEEP
perchance to SLEEP IN

and must finish hair tomorrow
yup

goo'nah

ugh

so now i feel like i slept too much

phone rang while i was starting this entry and was curits
i was just looking for his phone number.

so i told him about changing the dates of my flights.
he sounded very excited to have me visit for longer.
i'm looking forward to spending time with this part of the family.

different tune than i sing when my mother's family are involved, hey?

it's just that, even if i'm not friends or don't get along with curtis' side of the family
they're family, there's a bond, i sound like them, i laugh like them.
they don't think i'm 'too weird' they don't find my sense of humor inappropriate.
even if i no longer carry their surname i'm still very much one of them.

there isn't this sort of thing with my mother's family.
i feel like an alien.
i don't see how i share any genes with those people

allrighty then

must finish my hair today.
i would like charity soaps to arrive before i go to oregon

*shakes fist at mail*

away from computer now.

eris = dumbass

i began to make sooooop
tomato rice

and halfway through dumping the can of sooop into the pot on hot burner on stove
i suddenly thought of something, that for some reason.
i HAD TO TELL cryo RIGHT NOW!

jesus eris.


so about a half an inch of soooop has turned
into a lovely black and red covering for the bottom of the pot.
using microwave this time.
the microwave is my friend

because i do pointless things when i procrastinate

on friday i will
( ride in my little green zoom with kal to the sacramento airport to catch my 6:10 pm flight )

i will get through sercurity, i haven't flown in a long time.
and wait for my flight.
and then finally get on the plane
( and fly from sacramento, CA to portland, OR )

then i will arrive at the portland, OR airport at 7:75 pm
( and my father will pick me up in his white zoom and drive me to mt angel, OR )