hello there

at mother's again
it is day two of my weekend
i'm going to go pick up my paycheque to-nite

i've decided to wait till at least the end of october before i trade in the truck
if i did it with this paycheque i'd be in the same boat as i've been in the last 3 weeks
and damnit i've got a better job and better pay now
i don't wanna keep living like i've still got nothing

i don't mind the not eating and not being able to have gas for anywhere other than work
it's the stress that goes along with it.
worry-ing about having enough food.
worry-ing about running out of gas.

i can't do it anymore
and i have phone bill and fon bill and 3 or 4 other bills that i must pay.
better job + better pay should also = pay my bills on time

yes indeed.

however i am going to go look at a car on saturday.
it's the same place i got my silver zoom.
they've got a GREEN 2-door saturn that i want to look at
they said if i like it i can put a small deposit on it and hold it

ok off with mother
bye bye now