soooop

i just filled this client with a big post about food and some mother rant

i erased it
it was stupid.
because the things are really not enough of an issue to write about to that extent.

so yeah.

new sooop; talked to grg on the fon last night
for quite lots.
then afterwards his sister messaged me, so i talked to her for a while

most of our old group of friends is married, and sounds like mostly miserable.
one male friend in particular i did everything short of helping him cheat on her, to convince him out of that relationship, to no avail. he would tell me for hours and hours about how he didn't really feel like she was the sort of girl he should marry, and that he would rather be elsewhere. at some point you've either got to stop wishing and talking and DO, or just stay miserable for the rest of your relationship.

so everyone but me, grg, and his sister, stayed in college and finished their degrees.
couple of them attempted to start their own company (tech/design field)
i guess they took a huge loss when the demand for that sort of thing went down, so they're all either out of work, or struggling badly.
grg has been in the same job for nearly 3 years, got his own place, doing fine.
his sister sounds like she's doing much better and has got a plan, and her own place.
well we know about me, i may be struggling but at least i'm going up

and eating sooop
with anny attempting to get between me and laptop
demanding bitch.

hmmm

i THINK this will link to my onion personal ad

ugh

too damn hot
off to work now
summer be over soon, please
taking my camera
wish i had a/c in my car
at least work is climate controlled

bye

house and car

click them to see bigsize
first is my house, see the path going into the mouth of the ivy cave? my front door is inside that cave, and those windows you see are mine. and this is my father's car which i am driving, and am going to have to give back at some point, this makes me sad. i want to keep it

nakey spanky!