digital camera

kal found my digital camera, so here are some pictures, first are pictures that were on the camera, then a few i took today, for the overly observant, yes the past pictures are named with the 7th of august, that's because if i'm not sure of the date then i name them with the date which they were posted.





leaving sacramento, pictures one and two are the uhaul (natch) picture three is the back gate of our complex, in the dark. and four is our door




as we were both driving, i couldn't hold anny, and that big nifty cage she likes fit just nicely in the front seat of the uhaul, so there she was, i was told she was pretty well behaved. that cage is still in n00dleboy's room, i need to remember to get it




n00dleboy's cat mert on the bed that use to be in the computer room which boo use to sleep on before dom moved out into the back room. you may or may not recall that we drove straight to dom's house from sac, spent the night and then went to storage in the morning. if you don't' recall, that may be because i didn't post about it ... i disremember and don't feel like looking.




and then from today:
kal's apt building, his roommate's cats, stupid and patches, and the living room with the back of kal's head

distressed

my brother is having romantic issues

just talked to him for quite a long time on aim about it

now he's gone to bed all content, as boys are wont to do after they've talked things out

but i worry

why am i double spacing?

hmm

i said to him: "god gave you a fuck up of a sister so you can learn from her mistakes and have a perfect life, yes?"

if only.

he is a willing model and a camera whore so soon we will take many more biff pictures with my digital camera, starting with him in dirty merrle
don't know what dirty merrle is?
you will. oh yes, you will.

notebooks

i use to try to keep journals in notebooks
i found one today
what horrid, depressed drivel

for some reason i was in constant paranoia that someone would find and read my notebooks, so i wrote them for this potential audience, so i know i'm being stupid and it's painful to read.

but i am the biggest fan of my livejournal. for some dumb reason i write more for me in this then i did in notebooks. wtf?

the shit i wrote about dug is by far the worst
i'm fairly intelligent, how the hell did i fall for such bullshit stories?
years removed and from an entirely different perspective i read it, and it's obvious he was lying to me 90% of the time. what kind of stupid bitch falls for that crap?
this stupid bitch, what the hell.

i can't throw it out
i might forget
i should probably put it, with other things into a box labeled "don't ever be this stupid again"

it's a good, if disturbing reminder.
as difficult as some things are now .. at least i've got what passes as sanity for me.
the person that wrote in that notebook should have been locked up until she quit doing that.

hi i'm eris. from about 16 to 21 i was a stupid stupid whore.

hey self, let's never repeat that.
yes'm

insomniac's house tour

pictures taken just now, rather dark, sorry.
there will be better pictures sometime in the daytime when the place is cleaner and there is more furniture

1. bedroom area
2. living room area
3. my high ceiling
4. messy kitchen area
5. a view of bedroom area and part of livingroom area, taken from the doorway
6. my tiny ass bathroom
7. my tiny ass shower in my tiny ass bathroom
8. a mirror sitting in my bathroom, my head is kinda in that picture
9. my front door





once i have the extra money i'm finally building a loftbedthing, in which case the bed will be in the same area as you see, but up, with the desk beneath, and in picture number 2, to the right of the door (from the inside) will be a couch, i've not decided if i'm going to use an entertainment center to make a wall for my bedroom or if i'll use curtains.. also in picture number two, the piano will be against the wall with the windows, yes it'll partially cover some window, but i decided that's where i want it.
shelves shelves everywhere, my landlady is obsessed with shelves, her house is worse, trust me.
i think they're nifty
in picture one, that door you see is my back door, also in picture number 5 you can see the back door, and then closer, my closet door. also an attic access. i believe i have a separate attic from the main house, i've not been able to investigate this yet.
i should be asleep.

layzeeme

must finish errands today
have to work at 7am tomorrow
yucky
but the bonus days off were nice
different place, mid modesto, christ that's going to seem like a long ass drive
bloop