ok

sleep?
gonna try to wake up and go take resume out

blah

hmm

there was a place i was going to go take a resume today that i've decided against
it's a bit far away
i'm feeling stagnant so i'm thinking perhaps i'll go to the art museum that i've not been to yet and also see if anywhere in old sac is hiring

if i can manage to make myself awake

hmm

i'm thinking i still should attempt a resume drop at that place
but across town for only 7.50/hr just inspires all sorts of excuses to not go

only an hour or so and i've already pissed off kal
go me!
so now that my current mood is utterly crushed, i think i'll just hide up here and clean my room
at least until i feel better

=O

that mexican guy came up here and apologized
i can't print out my resume anyway it turns out
roommate guy woke up before i could use his printer (ours ran out of ink)
and there's no way i'm getting between roommate and everquest
i might lose an arm
seriously.

and as much as i really really want to go to the art museum, fear of resume rejection is in the same mood as not wanting to go anywhere alone.
i suck.
stupid frightened not brave eris.

so i guess i'm running food errand for the mexican :/

and no comments for this post, i don't need ms. or mr. anon agreeing with me about how much i suck

i'm fully aware.

yeah

i want this wig in a reddish.

ok

i made the mistake of mentioning i wanted food from the happy panda place
kal thought it sounded good to
this means i have to go to where there are lots of people
:/

but at least i get yummy food

:/