my eyes burn

what?
where am i? what day is it? what's going on?
i saw spanky briefly and he asked me how i was and i absentmindedly said "fine"
why do people do that?
fine.
fine.
fine.

hi i'm not eris, i'm eris' girly hormones
i slept too long but i'd like to continue for days please and thank you
i shall go back up there soon
hidey in my bed

this appears strangely like depression but i don't feel depressed
just time of month with really bad cramps and tired tired tired
i am stuck in that woozy state between awake and asleep
i'm cold, i'm hot
goodbye again

didn't re-hide yet

phone has been ringing all day
i'm not answering it
spanky says hangups and one from my brother
i should call my brother back

here fine! real entry
otherwise i will look back on this and wonder what the hell happened this weekend
we were going to have our own BBQ on Monday but kal was planning on using his cc
it was a $300 card that he sent them $1000 to up the limit by $1000
so he checked to see if the money he'd sent them cleared and it said -$1,000
wtf? it should have said $300 until the thou went through
fucking idiots

anyhow he was much afraid that he was going to get called in on Monday be cause he's always on call and he's been called in every holiday since he started working there
sho' nuff he got called several times, but he took care of most of it over the phone

the first was a 7:30am and i think it was sun
i was much amused, i was half asleep in bed, squinting towards him standing in his underwear in next to the sink on his celphone explaining to someone how to reboot something and then explaining why it happened even though the salesguy told them it would never happen, while scratching his ass
i don't know which call it was, i think it was the last, from some place making a movie down in burbank (southern ca), they didn't want to be shipped the new part and have him walk them through replacing it they wanted him to bring said part and replace himself, so that's where he is today

so anyway, we kinda just sat around a lot yesterday, then afternoon my period hit, really really bad cramps, could barely move
i was suppose to do kal's laundry but i didn't think i could make it up the stairs for a while
kal was really really sweet, even though he was napping on the couch he brought me ice to chew, blankets so i could lay on the floor, and changed DVDs for me when one finished,

so i just stayed in a whimper ball on the floor and watched many DVDs until i began feeling well enough to manage the stairs
and then i only just washed what he had to wear today to go to southern ca
so i should wash the rest of his clothes and maybe lay on the couch for a while
i'm not crampy just exhausted and sore, i feel like i either spend all day yesterday doing situps or like someone just repeatedly punched me in the stomach all day

laundry
couch
DVDs

ugh i should probably eat too
and call my brother back

i'm about 2 weeks behind

happy belated birthdays to knightwizard and kryten
i have a very tiny pile of small silliness that was to go in an envelope with a homemade card for knightwizard but i couldn't find an envelope
and kryten should email me her address

just pretend i'm in a time-zone that's 2 weeks to a month behind everyone else's
perhaps i should set my clock 2 weeks ahead ;)

:P

talking to kal on the phone
he's in the burbank airport for another hour and a half or so before his flight (at the time i wrote that, now it's shorter but hellifiknow how much)

it was the warner brother's lot he went, to fix one of the arrays
i guess i'm not supposed to tell which movie, which is ok cause it's not too exciting
it's in post production, and the guy tested the machine's performance for kal by playing parts of the movie for him
kal found this rather exciting it sounds like :D
niftay niftay
it always amuses me that you see previews of movies way before they're done
perhaps then some previews aren't actually suppose to be misleading

ugh

hello again cramps
off goes the computer
hello couch

oops

i feel yucky lay on couch time
turned into
i think i'll go read in my bed for a while
which turned into unscheduled naptime

i *think* the doorbell rang and it was jarrett
i have no clue, perhaps i dreamed it
lots of freaky dreams anyhow

phone woke me up which was kal saying he'd be home around 8:30
and that was an hour ago
i need to tidy

i *think* i feel better
i'm not entirely sure
i feel very off