WELL THAT'S IT!

there is no move
i can't take the uncertainty anymore, kal and i aren't getting along, and spanky is driving me insane, so i'm going to take the coward's way out

lilliane bought the plane tickets last night and she and i are meeting in Florida and then running away together to Australia (Australia? don't ask even longer story)

the end.

well yeah, happy April fool's day

i was attempting to keep quiet till tomorrow, but as you see i'm failing, well my day is nearly over so that counts

i was quite pleased/amused that lil played along without having any prior knowledge of what i was going to post

you know, i think that angelic destiny is really very pretty

what's actually going on is i am frustrated at not knowing exactly what's going on with where i'm going to be living within the next couple months-year, ironically chaos gets flustered at lack of order (balance baby, balance) it looks pretty certain that there's no move to san jose, that it'll be L.A. in a couple months, but we'll know for sure in 2 weeks (always 2 weeks, 2s haunt me) kal and i are getting along fine, i've been really bitchy and sensitive (can i blame it on time of the month?) and i'm trying not to, but when i'm concentrating on something i have a tendency to snap and then think. yeah let me blame it on something else, i'm american and female, or something

anyhow the boys just left to go watch wrestlemania at SCSi's house, i REALLY wanted to go, i was looking forward to the stone cold/the rock match, and more overacted gasping about shane buying the WCW out from under vince (MISTER) McMahon, i really like wrestling a lot, BUT i'm really tired from a bunch of stuff and i knew i'd start to fall asleep halfway thru the show and then i'd feel like ASS and be all pissy and not enjoy anything at all, spanky took a tape tho to see if SCSi would record it for me =D, if not i'll just see flashbacks and stuff on raw

anyhow i'm going to go up to bed soon i believe, and start on book two of Frank Frazetta's Death Dealer series (lords of destruction!), apparently the whole series is hard to get ahold of, but especially #2, and #2 is the one oki bought for kal (yay oki!) and 1 and 3 he borrowed from his friend dave

i can't get enough of books lately, my brain is on overdrive and my body is being dragged screaming and bloody behind it, the problem with when i'm more active reading is that i read too damn fast, a 300-400 page book i can make stretch out to maybe 3 days if i make a point to, if i don't have anything pressing to do i'll sit and read it in a day (maybe 5 hours)

for those of you who read this far, why the hell did you? and for whatever reason thanx for listening, NOW GO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE! and get off your ass in front of livejournal, or sleep, sleep is good.

i sleep with the fishes, their names are eric and pierre