happy fuckin birthday to eriscam

so it's been two years, i really shouldn't count the downtimes but if that worked i could not count the boring parts of my life so i could be younger

HERE'S THE WISHLIST LINK DAMNIT
yeah yeah yeah

the few i'm mentioned it to recently thought i'd been around a lot longer than that, sure does seem so sometimes

sorry kids no eriscon this year, since last year was such a rousing success *smirk*, it was fun but it was really just a party, and ended up with the person who bought the domain (eriscon.com) for me, deciding he was keeping it

i think i made a bigger deal out of my 1,000th livejournal post, i'll probably post some large fonted things with balloon pictures tomorrow .. or something
i'd rather just spend the time between now and this time next year pulling my shit together and accomplishing things worth a little more hoopla, than celebrating and being the average not on cam, unfinished projects, ha ha i sleep more than you; 'camgirl'

i'm told i've accomplished more than i think i have
not as much as i should
i will accomplish more than you or i think i'm capable of

and a great big fuck you to my mother and everyone else who never thought i'd get this far and still think i'll end up in a gutter somewhere

hah, for some reason typing that last bit made me smile