sleep like candy

little sweet bits of it, not a full night, but the little bits are good sleep, p'raps i shall return to the sleep place soon

as i woke up from this bit of sleep i began pondering the subject matter of kal and qt's argument thing

kal and i discussed it after and then on our walk and i believe one good thing came of it on this side, just kinda pointed out how far he/i has/have come, poor sucks, poor sucks a fucking lot, but it's hard to really feel poor when one no longer has to worry about were the next meal is coming from

laying in bed with my wonderful laptop (iloveyounadin) and my pretty blinking lights on the cat5 connector .... snuggled in my quilt my grandmother made me with a leg over eric the fish that kal bought me

i'm richer than most

simpler fantasies too, heh

some day soon we'll have a real vacuum
one that isn't a just a dustbuster on a stick
it will be big
maybe a hoover
a bagless
and it'll have it's very own closet
the vacuum closet
p'raps i'll even give it a name
that might annoy kal
heh heh heh

breakfast

there was leftover pizza but i decided to be good and have cup o noodles for breakfast



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the 80's

i love 80's movies
i love 80's colors
i remember being so obsessed with making sure what i wore didn't "clash"
the only time i was ever "in fashion"

watching dream a little dream right now

hmmm

first mouthwash now jello
why does this seem profound
is lil trying to say something?
don't mock her art


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hey now

kal's mum is sick so no stuff with her today
for some reason i'm suddenly horribly dizzy, like stumbling when i try to walk dizzy
room spinning even when laying down dizzy

so i came back upstairs and i'm resting a bit possibly to go back to sleep
oddness

still dizzy

and i'm not entirely sure this falling asleep thing i keep doing is helping all that much

p'raps i'll shower

shower

ok i'll try the shower
geekgrrrl is unhappy :(
hopefully i'll be more coherent after shower

blah blah teleblah

shower didn't help much
just trying to ignore it now
watching battlebots

NERDS!!

SCSi came over and we went out to eat at coco's
dizziness turned into a bit of a nasty headache for a while
kal gave me pain killers and stuff

it abated a bit, i talked to SCSi(farm-assist boy) and he thinks i should see a dr.
but i'm not sure it's anything serious, BUT if it continues i will go into county with kal on thrusday to be seen for it

however, i'm expecting i won't be dizzy tomorrow





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