FUN!!

damn me i nearly fell asleep without writing
we went out to dinner with domdomdom and then decided to stay awhile at his house, kal fell asleep on dom's bed while i sat on dom's lap and pestered him while he waited for the rest of his group on everquest, they didn't seem to be showing so he asked if i wanted to go out to the hottub with him :D
i'd forgotten he'd bought a hottub!

so he found me giant dom shorts and a shirt to put on and out we went, the shirt kept billowing around me and i was wearing a bra so i just eventually took it off, the hottub wasn't expecting to have people in it so it wasn't horribly warm started out at 96 and went down to 95 while we were in it even tho it was supposed to be getting warmer

the giant dom shorts were funny, the pockets kept turning inside out and floating up like buoys, lots of silliness, i giggled so much i got hiccups

dom is fun, i missed hanging out with dom

the going over to his house after dinner was unplanned so i didn't have my laptop with me :( i've got to teach that boy to be like my other friends anyhow and let me share his dsl when i visit, the problem is - unlike other friends- he only has the one computer so he's not networked

oh well

ALSO there was some bitching a few posts ago about my father doing an xmas thing and i wasn't invited, well i bitched too soon, he called and turns out his wife is out of town for the holidays and the planned xmas thing was to be me and my brother and the mexican and my father, so since this might possibly be my only xmas in this cute little townhouse, and stuff, we decided to do the xmas thing HERE =D

so i predict lots of strange father and brother cam posing
i come from a long line of crazy freaks, hehe

ok damnit
sleep now

falling away from me

today is cleaning and waiting for the ups man day.

this whole must get computer working fiasco seems to have commanded all my attention even tho i'm not working on it personally, i guess i just have a vested interest in it

my grandmother(father's mother) wrote me snail mail and gave me her email address, i intend to write her as often as possible. HOWEVER, in her first reply back to me i was startled by something ... see her husband/my grandfather died a bit over a year ago and when they got the email address it was a combination of their names, not so bad

ruca@whatever.net (867-5309 i apologize if there is a ruca at whatever.net it's just an example) but in the from line it says Carl and Ruth, that kinda creeped me out, email from beyond the grave! oddoddodd

infact, i'm going to send her off another little email right now . . . . . .
right. done.

off to chase the things to do away from the computer that are getting away from me.

the ups man cometh?....

i haven't been very productive thus far today

the yellow slip of doom the ups man left yesterday said delivery after 3pm *points at the time stamp next to entry* steadily approaching 3, when do they stop delivering for the day? 5? 7?

at least i'd like to have gotten the dishes done before ups gets here, and i've got to find the last HD, the last hope for working computer for a while *gasp*
yeah yeah blah blah

ooo! my tiny excitement of the day! while i was doing some tidying downstairs i found my money tin, i had thought twas empty, it's got $4 in it!! (you have no idea how much little things excite me) so p'raps i shall get myself taco bell later =D

this is one of the many reasons why i love my laptop

in attempt to actually get something done i have chained myself to the desk

pretending i have a desktop computer i have attached the monitor and a mouse to my laptop, also i have the usb hub attached so i also have 2 cams going

so far the only thing that has been too much for the laptop is the mixing board, it handles everything else wonderfully, i'm tempted to put the parallel cam on here
technically if i knew where the earthlink cam drivers were i could put all four cams on the laptop

ugh, nauseated, p'raps it's cause i can see the refresh of the monitor out of the corner of my eye when i'm looking down :/

fucking monitor

fucking freaked out
i'm not gonna cry goddamnit

who do i have to fuck to get a working computer around here!!

ARRRRRG!!
phbbbt!

i will busy myself with stuff i need to do and try not to think about the mean evil monitor