good morning! nstuff

today we take Spanky to the airport to go to texas for christmas with his family

he will be gone till the 30th :(

tomorrow i have icky scarey stuff to do, i may or may not whine about that later

going out to breakfast first with domdomdom and i think spanky is waking up to come along

gonna miss him :(,
gotta continue to thwart the mother's plans to get me over for christmas

seems my father and his wife's family are doing some xmas thing and my brother was invited but not me *shrug* i know father's wife isn't particularly comfortable with me, or my mexican .... still bothers me of course

i guess i am kinda looking forward to when i/we have money and living in a nicer place (more acceptable) because then my family will like me again,
that is so horrid
awful

sometimes i'm sad that i don't fit in with most of my family
not enough to stop doing what makes me happy though

i think it's funny that one of the most often complements i get in "real life" is that people are comfortable around me, yet i make my own family nervous

GAHHHHHHHHHHH!

as kal says, fuck 'em

breakfast going out time

airport soon...

we got back from breakfast with domdom, spanks is packin up the rest of his stuff and we'll be leaving to the airport soon

i talked to geekgrrrl on my old fun phone for a while last night then she talked to spanky for a while(she has THEE cutest voice! =D), then SCSi came over and bought booze and we were silly a lot

then he left and i was tired and wanted to sleep but spanky didn't want to be alone so i let him sleep in my bed with me, i wish i'd brought the cam up with us.

now like i've said repeatedly we're taking him to the airport soon, going to miss him lots we are, but i don't think it'll seem like a horribly long time :)


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