thanksgiving regurgitated

damnit i really need to stop writing the big supposedly informative entrys when i'm tired as hell

begin at the beginning bitch..

this lingering sinus thing is annoying as all hell tho the cough is calming
i awoke and my head felt like someone had stuffed cotton into it, talked to lil about via irc and decided hot tea and hot bath would be a good idea

so i took both laptop with both cams into the bathroom, TUB IRC! new thing, rather fun, the hot bath and tea did wonders for my head (i know i'm going to go through wavlan withdrawals again when i leave mmmwirelessconnection)

after bath i got dressed up, cause i could i guess, then took laptop and cams downstairs and talked with lil while she finished dinner, fade and cryo were down in the theatre watching football, then dinner was ready and they came up

the tireder i get the less descriptive i am

the food was really really yummy (hey we never had pie!) then cryo went back to football, fade hung around and talked with lil and i, then i talked to lil while she put stuff away, then sitting and talking and she asked if i wanted to go to a movie, guess the other two had gone to sleep, so we looked at the listings and chose unbreakable

pretty good movie, not what i was expecting, huge mall

we went to sit down and the previews were all for kids movies, we thought that was kinda odd, but didn't think too much of it, then the lights dimmed for the movie and the beginning of 102 dalmatians started, we were afraid we'd gone in the wrong theatre, turned around and everyone was reacting, several people went out to complain, and finally they got the right movie going

came back after, hung out with lil watching a thing about strippers in her room, then went downstairs and hung out(hung out? can't i find a better term?) with cryo and fade, SCSi lured our friend n00dleboy thru phone calls into irc from work, fun fun domdom in irc

tired tired rambling eris

nice relaxing good food random lil hugs fun movie silly irc thanksgiving

i'm thankful that i'm happy, that's it :)

damn the mickey mouse club

someone stuffed cotton into my head again while i slept!!
perhaps i shall try the hot bath thing again

sleep sucks

issues, tissues, and random thoughts

i have this fear
it's mostly prevalent when i was doing talk radio and when i'm around fairly new people

running out of things to babble about
repeating myself

suddenly and totally running out of words
how many do i have left?
is there a set amount?
is there a point when my brain will just say fuck you i'm not speaking anymore?

or is that old age?

things like this concern me and they shouldn't

i think i hear rain

cherry halls sucky drop things remind me of retirement homes

oh yeah

i took a shower :)
i feel much better
the house is still quiet

was that a haiku?
fuckifiknow

hi my name is eris and i'm paranoid

if it weren't for irc i'd think the world had ended
i am such a dork
i woke up and all was horribly quiet so i took a shower, got dressed, talked to people on irc,

somehow my stupid brain decides to wonder if they're all dead (cryo, fade, lil)
it's dark
it's a house that a horror movie could be staged in
it's raining
it's quiet

at first i didn't want to go into the basment cause people might still be sleeping, now i don't want to go find them dead, and the more i wait the more of an idiot i am, i'm giggling at myself,

SOMEONE is bound to come up stairs eventually right?

i'm now sitting out in the upstairs hallway that is open and you can look down into the living room, i think i hear tv/movie noises coming from the basement theatre, but as i stupidly pointed out to myself they could have been killed during a movie

god i'm a dork
yet still i sit

whew

lil is alive at least :)

out

out with lil