lying here nakey

la la blah
my sleeping shedule is all fucked
blame the mexican that's what i say
i'm thinking some sort of noodley stuff he wants pancakes

such excitement in my life

talked to brother on the phone a bit today, heard silly stories about him and his gf nakey in a car ...

BLAH
cooking now?

deep thoughts?

well,
going thru all my livejournal postings from the very beginning
(for a purpose) seeing a whole lot of things i left out
some times glad i did, sometimes annoyed that i did

however it is reminding me of things i need to remember
that i like my house
that despite any problems and insane brain i like my life
and where i'm at

i just feel like i'm looking for something and i don't know what it is
maybe it's just cause i have a hard time accepting good things?
most likely