*sigh*

i feel like i got pushed out of a car and the world hasn't stopped moving for me to catch up, getting away from me

mixed bad metaphors, just how i feel right now

seriously kids i had LOTS of fun with Courtney and QT and i will have my account of the dizzying night up soon, real life is just kicking me in the head something awful, really don't know what i'd do without my mexican, granted my issues are often brought on myself,

anyhow, hehe great sex last night, lol, i don't think i've ever told my lj that, something else i've only said in person, my life with kal is very much like a slumber party, giggly talk in bed, pizza, wandering around in sleeping clothes, silliness abounding,
and he wonders why i don't feel adult or responsible, heh

being dragged(fairly willingly) out into the real world today, i've got to set aside some scanning time later, wanna scan my Fray badge, and got a whole stack of things i wanna scan, heh maybe being dragged behind a cable car would be a better bad metaphor

*sigh* so anyhow, this is go out and be sillyfun, get outside stuff done and try not to think about stuff for a few hours

disjointed ..

horribly amusing what most people think of my mexican, Kal online, people have no clue, none at all

yeah maybe he can be a bastard
but he's my giggly in bed slumber party buys me stuffed animals to make me smile bastard
so there!
nyah!
hehe

ok

outgoingnow
yes