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i don't know why i bother

my mantra

eris stay the fuck out of other people's problems
and don't even bother to try to make/keep friends

re-fucking-diclous

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goddamnit

yeah nicci i'm sure you read this, this is goddamn stupid, read that link,see that rant

WOULD SOMEONE FUCKING EXPLAIN THIS TO ME, how exactly am i supposed to take this private and talk to him privately when i can't even send him email?

keep eriscon.com, you're going to anyway, take the rest of your damn domains and shove them up your ass for all i care

i would really like to know what the hell *i* did, but as it seems nicci prefers to ignore me and fill the friends list and his journal with "blarg" .. i did NOT want to be petty and delete him from my friends list but as it seems i'm never goign to know what happened here, and the person that would know refuses to talk to me i should just cut my losses and let it go

this will just result in more bitching from him about talking about things in public i'm sure, and anyhow, time to walk away
time to walk away from allot of things

this is the last you'll hear about this in livejournal unless i'm replying to replys to this
i shall attempt to email him one more time from a hotmail account, then i'm done
i really would like to understand
must force myself to relize i probably won't

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yeah well
i don't care anymore

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interesting new livejournal options

seem i always notice a new client is avalible much after i'ts been relesed

i should pay more attention,