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what a thing.

lack of journally stuff alltogether

webzine2000 was fun, it was allot more self-promoteY then i was prepared for, yes even MY ego, so i just sat quietly and took pix with laptop it was amusing, people kept trying to lookover my shoulder to see what i was doing

current things bothering me that i keep wanting to babble about here, but people read this that are part of it and i need to talk to her/them first, i've been trying to stay out of it, but this is just getting really out of hand, even kal is telling me to step in

ick all around, i need to email cyd, been trying to icq her, been kinda speachless at her descriptions of what's going on in her journal, and i haven't replied in her journal cause i didn't want to sound trite and jsut annoy her, grr@me
so cyd if you read this, i hope you're doing ok and if you want i'll come kill offending family members for ya, well ok, maybe i'll get somone else too, hehe and i'll email you

but now i'm waiting for said people to come over mentioned in paragraph about cyd,
bleh

i should put on a bra

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or who knows, i may chicken out and say nothing

do i really want to get involved

damn me for care-ing

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still no bra

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bet you really wanted to know that?

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i'm wearing n00dleboy's sweats that kal borrowed
they are HUGE
they cover my feet

still no bra, haven't stood up yet

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ok people are here

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ohyeah?

well fuck it

they can keep their problems
she can be his mother

i do not have the strenth to get involved in this

i'm probably lying, but that's what i think RIGHT FUCKING NOW

probably cam from bbq tonight