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[hoveringsombrero]

i'm not going to courtney's party, courtney's idle so i just left her a /msg, i feel like a huge wuss

i am.

i just can't handle a PARTY so soon after being away from home so long

closer it gets the more i panic,

now that i've decided i'm not going i'm not as panicy but i feel like shit

too soon
too soon
too soon

i'm an idiot

Comments

[somebody.livejournal.com]

You're NOT an Idiot you just need to get settled back in thats all. Dont feel bad about it!

[qtkat.livejournal.com]

Had fun but missed that certain 'eris element'. =)

go for it

[ravenritings.livejournal.com]

you go out an party while you can girl!!!
when you got a baby on the tit and the other one at your knees you'll be kickin yourself you never went out and did the things you wanted to do!
This is your time,
you are free to be a fool, and explore your environment....
it's when an ana who is like 31-my age ribbin on youth like you that is really fucked up....
ana has no place in the world to be as foolish as she is...so she takes the grounds there where the youth romp and exerts her authoritives over them...
you have the advantage here...
you get to grow up,
she doesnt...

Re: go for it

[eris.livejournal.com]

never a baby on these tits

=D

Re: go for it

[spiral.livejournal.com]

who the hell says you have to grow up ever and since when is 31 old? when im 31 i hope to be wayyyyyy less grown up than even ana is. u can party when your fucking 90. fuck that.

Re: go flip it

[ravenritings.livejournal.com]

yeah..
well if you come around to my street you will know my house rocks the neighbourhood...
but that's beside the point..
I still party...
of cause I do...
see me party on ana too..
woooo what fun...
only I cant be runnin off into the night with my three kids now...
I gotta exersise alot more responsibility for them, it's not just my own life I have to think of...
Baby sitters can be such a hassle, they cost so much and who can you trust??
and it's just not the same...
party when you're a youth...
when you're a youth...
your body is tesing the world,
you have powerful energy and can go really hard..
and you got a purpose for it, you gotta establish yourself socially and find a partener or define the relationship etc etc...
so party at my age is different than your age...
and well...I was a young mum, and I missed out on alot of party when I was a youth...I partied..oh but it was mmmm bumming around shit...I was spewing I missed some fun times just running about...
so it was just my own expression to eris that she can take the opportunity all the while she can, cos it wont be quitethe same when she's older...