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hoveringsombrero) wrote2004-12-17 03:27 pm
hoveringsombrero) wrote2004-12-17 03:27 pm
heh
the ability of all humans to create their own history based on assumptions amazes me,
i know even i fall prey to that though i try very hard not to.
for the record, though nobody gives a shit what i say,
i never attempted to break anybody up,
that's completely contrary with my lifestyle.
i spent nearly a year with someone doing my hardest
not to break him and his girlfriend up
and yet still be enough of a friend to try to advise him on what was best for him.
i'm still not sure if he's totally made up his mind but in the end the best i can be is his friend,
even at this distance and limited communication.
if i love you, and you're with someone that makes you happy,
why would i want to destroy that? it's called compersion people, look it up.
i don't fit in your little box of how an average person in my various situations is suppose to be,
so quit shoving me in there.
i know even i fall prey to that though i try very hard not to.
for the record, though nobody gives a shit what i say,
i never attempted to break anybody up,
that's completely contrary with my lifestyle.
i spent nearly a year with someone doing my hardest
not to break him and his girlfriend up
and yet still be enough of a friend to try to advise him on what was best for him.
i'm still not sure if he's totally made up his mind but in the end the best i can be is his friend,
even at this distance and limited communication.
if i love you, and you're with someone that makes you happy,
why would i want to destroy that? it's called compersion people, look it up.
i don't fit in your little box of how an average person in my various situations is suppose to be,
so quit shoving me in there.
hmm
Re: hmm
i mean ... wait ..
double meanings have confused myself
what?
Re: hmm
oy ... too much work
Re: hmm