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hoveringsombrero) wrote2001-04-17 10:52 pm
hoveringsombrero) wrote2001-04-17 10:52 pm
paranoia paranoia everybody's coming to get me
and then there's the temptation to just not leave my bedroom
i get confused
paranoid
i start to suspect people of trying to convince me i'm less than sane, i'm not sure what the purpose of that would be, paranoia, cabin fever, i shouldn't babble all that crap here
i hadn't realized how much i'd come to depend on the big computer
i'm so unuseful with only one thing to focus on, i must be doing several things at once, laptop and big computer right beside each other let me do that, ok one's being slow or loading or uploading or downloading, i work on the other while that happens
sit and stare and wait? liable to just scratch my skin off,
nothing or everything
everything or nothing
GAH late night rambles
move along nothing to see here
i get confused
paranoid
i start to suspect people of trying to convince me i'm less than sane, i'm not sure what the purpose of that would be, paranoia, cabin fever, i shouldn't babble all that crap here
i hadn't realized how much i'd come to depend on the big computer
i'm so unuseful with only one thing to focus on, i must be doing several things at once, laptop and big computer right beside each other let me do that, ok one's being slow or loading or uploading or downloading, i work on the other while that happens
sit and stare and wait? liable to just scratch my skin off,
nothing or everything
everything or nothing
GAH late night rambles
move along nothing to see here
unuseful
only one thing to do
so do it
and do it
yeah do it
Re: unuseful