shhh

[hoveringsombrero]

i'm glancing at IRC now and then but i haven't spoken yet
and current conversation with artyste and cydniey got me wondering

do you think your respective opinions of me influence what i do?
i don't think so, i don't think i seriously give a shit
conversely even though i would like everyone to like me
but doesn't everyone

but frighteningly the mere fact that i wondered the above probably means my actions are influenced by other's opinion

ACK! my brain hurts now