weekendish

when i walked my brother out to his car this morning he told me he had much fun even tho we didn't do much that it was nice to get away from school and see his sister
=D

somebody needs to remind me to just see or talk to my brother or my father when i'm feeling off put by the largely distant and estranged rest of my family

time changed today, if it weren't for computers doing this automatically and informing me of such then i'd probably not notice for weeks, in my past before much computerness i'd always be later or early for work or classes. time change is just something that never sticks in my head.

so, sorry i'm absent, things are really fucky and all topsy turvy
there'll be a somewhat explanatory (probably friends only) entry when we get things more sorted out
see, it's only partially my issue so aside from it's not really public business, it's not even my place to say.

~

sometimes i think that if you get up to go to the bathroom or wake up and roll over at the wrong time then the dream moves on without you and maybe somebody else gets it
or their version of it