hoveringsombrero

things are never as bad as i think they are.
sometimes it takes over 24 hours awake to put things in perspective.
(are you seeing the colors yet, Ralph?)
and a couple good talks with old friends.

my oldest online friend i had a good talk with the other night
i get drunk-like epiphanies when talking to him sometimes
shit will just babble out that i didn't realize i was thinking or feeling until i said it.

then while i was out today with peanut
somehow GRG came up in the conversation
so i picked up my fon and called him

GRG!
had a nice looooong phone conversation

of the old group that i use to camp with every summer
he's the only one who stayed a real friend

everyone else is married, breeding, trying to breed .... in the military?
GRG nearly joined the military?

strange strange

D went navy, a computer nerd even in the navy
and an ex of mine is doing something with computers
sleep dep sleep dep ... what was it
programs that authorize something somewhere to do something else
GAHH!

i'll remember after sleep i'm sure.

everything is circular.

indeed