short bath

[hoveringsombrero]

i'm a bad motel guest
i overflowed the tub
sortof on purpose i was seeing how full i could get it
=o

i am going to go put more mins on my phake fon
and hope that i can refrain from using them harassing kal
when did i turn into pathetic eris again?

even if it isn't the case that he just plain doesn't wanna see me
(which when he talks to me he insists is the case, just stuff going on
more important stuff ya'know)
how am i not suppose to feel just plain unwanted?

either way back to the dug mantra

if he doesn't wanna see you he doesn't wanna see you
get over it you stupid bitch
you cannot FORCE him to care, move on.

ok.
in a few minutes, after i stop procrastinating, i'm going to get dressed
leave.
and try to have a good day by myself
if i can be good company for other people,
i should be good company for myself, right?

buy fon mins
pay car payment
go to work